Not only do emotion and cognition share
(and take shape through) much of the same neurological territory,
but they are also linguistically intertwined, particularly
through the mappings and articulation of metaphor.
Consider the container metaphor. I may be “filled
with emotion” or “emotionally drained”
or “overflowing with emotion” or “bottling
up my emotions.” There are two main container images
of emotion: (1) Emotions as fluids in a container (“I
poured out my feelings” or “Emotion welled up
inside me”); and (2) emotions as the heat of a fluid
in a container (“I was seething with emotion”
or “I’m about to blow my lid”). A lack
of emotion -- or at least of emotional display -- corresponds
here to either a lack of fluid in the container (as in “feeling
empty”) or to a decrease in the heat of that fluid
(as in “He’s so cold to me”).
The more intense the emotion, the experientially greater
is the pressure in the “container” -- we may
find ourselves in a “steamy” relationship; we
may “burst into tears;” we may “vent”
or “pour out” our passion, finding it very difficult
to “keep it in” any longer. I might ask you
to “contain” yourself. Or I might recommend
that you get to “the bottom” of what’s
troubling you emotionally. Such spatially oriented suggestions
hint at the apparent depth of our metaphorical container
-- the deeper the container, the more fluid it is capable
of holding.
Such quantitative increase indicates a corresponding increase
in intensity (as conveyed by “My feelings for you
are getting deeper” or “My emotions are building
up” or “My emotions are overflowing”),
and it also may also bring to one’s conceptualization
of one’s emotions the positive connotations of depth,
in which inferred depth is taken as equivalent to sincerity
and “realness” (as in “Deep down inside
I feel...”). If I say, “In my depths, I really
do care about you,” I am either conveying something
that is unfeigned, wholehearted, genuine, or am trying to
do so. Thus, one’s “innermost” feelings
(or those that are apparently furthest from the surfaces
of the container) are generally taken to be one’s
true (or truest) feelings.
The equating of “inner” with “more real”
with regard to emotional life may overlap with spiritual
life -- or at least with the conceptualization of spiritual
life -- wherein one’s “inner life” may
be taken as the primary locus (and/or focus) of spiritual
practice. “Look within,” we are advised by various
spiritual authorities, for apparently “the truth”
is “inside” (and we may, of course, have to
“dig deep” to get to it!).
What is closest to the “surface” is then viewed
as being less authentic -- “layer” after “layer”
of false or neurotically constructed selfhood may have to
be “worked through” or “unpeeled,”
until we appear to arrive at our so-called interiority (which
may turn out to be none other than just more of the “I”-manufacturing
machinery of our subjectivity, now perhaps even camouflaged
as “soul” or “atman” or some other
transegoic entity!).
How could I “come out of my shell” or “jump
out of my skin” (or even “be beside myself with
fear”) if I was not already “inside”?
And if I’m “inside,” then how could my
emotions also not be “inside”? After all, isn’t
that where I feel them? Such is the logic central to the
container metaphor of emotion, wherein emotion is conceived
of as an endogenous mass, whatever its form.
Other metaphorical expressions that apply to emotion also
similarly conceive of emotion as an object or thing. For
example, emotion may be represented as a natural force (“Emotion
engulfed me” or “I was flooded by feeling”);
an opponent (“I wrestled with my emotions” or
“I’m trying to conquer my emotions”);
a valuable or fragile object (“I’m guarding
my emotions” or “My heart broke”); or
as a living organism (“You hurt my feelings”).
Metaphors for emotion often suggest that we can be run by
emotion. If I’m busy being “ruled” by
my emotions, I may thus not be able to help being “swept
away” or “consumed” by them -- my “storming
out” of the room is simply indicative of my “being
driven” by my emotions. My emotions may also “be
written all over my face,” even if I’m attempting
to conceal them. These apparently autonomous “happenings”
easily can give rise to the sense that emotions are not
under our control, which commonly leads to the conclusion
that they should be under our control.
My “wild” or “untamed” emotions
thus may, in their “unleashing,” be viewed more
as “animality” than as civilized behavior. In
this light, emotion can easily be seen or categorized as
being irrational. Then rationality itself, as was described
earlier, is commonly viewed in exaggerated contrast to emotionality,
so that dispassion is favored over passion -- after all,
if I’m “intoxicated” with emotion, how
clearly (read: rationally) can I think? Being “high”
on emotion generally has far more dangerous implications
than being “high” on rationality! (Thus does
“appealing to the emotions” gets listed as a
fallacy in logic and ethics texts, which simply reinforces
the valuing of dispassionate analysis over passionate advocacy.)
Another metaphor associated with the apparent irrationality
of emotion is “emotion is a trickster.” If you
have been “misled” or “deceived”
or “fooled” by your emotions -- not to mention
being “consumed” or “taken over”
by them -- then of course how can you be held responsible
for what you have done at such times? How easy and how convenient
an alibi it can be to claim that one’s emotions clouded
one’s judgment!
If we hold emotion as untrustworthy, or as less trustworthy
than “reason,” then we are likely to treat it
as we would treat anything else of such status, looking
“down” upon it from our apparent headquarters
(except perhaps when we feel “heady” with certain
emotions, as exemplified by million-dollar moments).
Let us dig a bit deeper: If we conceive of emotions as
residing somewhere inside us, and if we also conceive of
them -- or at least of some of them -- as being dangerous
or untrustworthy, then we may well find ourselves in the
position of trying to distance ourselves from this “inner”
threat. But just how far can we actually go from what is
also “us”? If we “push it down”
(as in the “stuffing” or “swallowing”
of our feelings), who are we then? When we keep our emotions
“down,” with what are we identified?
Are we then “dwelling” nearby the lid of the
“container,” on guard for uprisings, breakouts,
eruptions, explosions, or other such unbecoming behavior
from “below”? Physically, we may work at keeping
a “stiff upper lip” or an impassive countenance,
recruiting sufficient energy to prevent a “loss of
face” (or a significantly recognizable “loss
of face”). Keeping our cool. Mentally, we may indulge
in hyperrationality and disembodied abstraction, using our
powers of cognition and recontextualization to remain emotionally
dissociated, so as to minimize the danger of “falling
apart” or “making a spectacle” out of
ourselves.
Yet even to engage in such behavior is a confession of
already conceiving of oneself as being in parts -- there
is the container, there are its contents, and there are
the reactions to those contents.
And, furthermore, there may be a number of possible views
regarding these “parts,” all of which, when
given sufficient attention, tend to refer to themselves
as “I.” The “I” that wants to “cut
loose” with anger; the “I that wants to do so
less impulsively; the “I” that wants to muzzle
and mute such anger; the “I” that’s weighing
the pros and cons of these options; the “I”
that want to do something altogether different -- any one
of these may at various times assume or command the throne
of self, without any significant awareness of the actual
setting and scripting that’s animating “the
show.”
Such self-fragmentation, however, cannot be significantly
addressed until a transegoic capacity begins to be embodied;
prior to this, “I” is not only a disjointed
collective of would-be selves, but also seems to be “inside”
a container (namely the body, and more specifically, especially
in Western cultures, the head).
If our apparent center of experience seems to be thus “within,”
then so too our emotions must also be “inside”
the very same container, especially given that we “feel”
them there, in our “heart,” our “guts,”
and so on (when someone gets “under our skin,”
we are feeling something “inside”). It is only
with the advent of a legitimately transpersonal perspective
that this “inside/outside” dichotomy can be
sufficiently illuminated so as to be able to begin “giving
up the ghost” (and even then “going within”
may still be taken literally or romanticized , as can happen
in spiritual practices that make too much of a virtue out
of introspection).
Yet “inside” and “within” do not
have to be limited to processes or practices of internalization;
“going within” can be equivalent to “going
beyond.” Skillfully reflecting on what’s apparently
“within” actually decreases egocentrism, freeing
us to more fully engage with more and more dimensions of
our environment.
In such radical consideration -- which basically involves
a decentralizing of one’s personalized locus of being
-- emotion ceases to be an endogenous entity, a migrating
mass within, and becomes instead a vividly vital process
that both honors and outdances every metaphor (including
this one!) that seeks to contain it.